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LIFE IS NOT A JOURNEY…I AM NOT MYSELF

Posted in Creating New Worlds, Ideas for Worlds on August 17, 2009 by josieemery


 

Henrik Ibsen,  Peer Gynt, Act V.

[Peer  Gynt takes an onion and pulls off layer after layer.]

………………..

[Pulls off several layers at once.]

What an enormous number of swathings!
Isn’t the kernel soon coming to light?

[Pulls the whole onion to pieces.]

I’m blest if it is! To the innermost centre,
it’s nothing but swathings—each smaller and smaller.—
Nature is witty!

[Throws the fragments away.]

The devil take brooding!
If one goes about thinking, one’s apt to stumble.
Well, I can at any rate laugh at that danger;
for here on all fours I am firmly planted.

[Scratches his head.]

A queer enough business, the whole concern!
Life, as they say, plays with cards up its sleeve;
but when one snatches at them, they’ve disappeared,
and one grips something else,—or else nothing at all.

Looking back at my finished memoir now, I have discovered more layers that need to be peeled away. But Peer Gynt’s onion came to an end. There was nothing left. Yet I find that my own inner onion goes on and on.

I shall switch metaphors. Writing my memoir has been like plunging into a Mandelbrot Set. The deeper I go, the more each element in it opens up to reveal greater and greater dimensions of both beauty and terror. A ride into this fractal set is a ride that challenges everything. And, unlike Peer Gynt’s onion, it is bounded yet endless.

This gives the lie to the idea that, ‘life is a journey’. It challenges the subtitle of my book, “A Personal Journey From Man to Woman”. Journeys take place in linear time. But the life I have discovered is one of a flowering, a constant opening up within an endless ‘moment’. It runs differently to my first intimation of it when I read Nietzsche’s ‘Thus Spake Zarathustra’.

‘For all things that can run must also run once again forward along this long lane.’

‘And this slow spider that creeps along in the moonlight, and this moonlight itself, and I and you at this gateway whispering together, whispering of eternal things – must we not all have been here before?

‘ — and must we not return and run down that other lane out before us, down that long, terrible lane—must we not return eternally?’

For the Self that returns to meet itself is different to how it was at that first meeting. We cannot return unchanged and be our previous self. When I now come back to face a memory I had previously interrogated I find new depths within it, new revelations and insights. I am no longer myself. 

The journey that is not a journey goes on.

 

Zoom into the Mandelbrot Set here

 

 


 

 

EGO MEETS SELF

Posted in Creating New Worlds, Ideas for Worlds on July 14, 2009 by josieemery

 


 

I thought that I was striving towards becoming the person hidden inside me.  But when I got there I found a person who was not striving to be someone else. So I could not recognise her as, “Me”. My concept of “I” or “me” was predicated upon striving. For many years I was a man striving not to become a woman. Then I flipped and became a man striving to become a woman.  Now I suddenly find myself as a woman with no striving to do. I can’t cope! 

 

What do I do with the past that is embedded deep within me? There are memories that are important to my core sense of being, but there are also feelings and reactions that are no longer suitable for my life. I have no need to be secretive. I have no need to be guarded and quick to take offense. I have no need to be closed. There is no need to seek out people who will close themselves off from me. All that has gone.

 

This recursive mental loop that is “I” tries to dip back into memory and feed upon that constant stream to strengthen itself. “I”, the ego, the sense of who I am can only keep itself alive by cannibalizing my past. Those old synaptic links wave frantically: trying to call something into their maw. But “I”, or “It”, don’t/doesn’t want to go there any more. They’ll have to go hungry, wither and die.

 

That’s it! There’s stuff dying inside me. It’s like a forest fire has raged through me. Nights of sweating fevers and hideous dreams and hours watching the digital clock blink over. I’m now burnt out. The crunch of burnt grass beneath my feet. Blackened tree trunks and the frail bones of animals that didn’t make it clear.

 

And here, on this gaunt and twisted limb, a tender shoot of translucent green, its tip glistening toward the sun. And here another, and another, A fuzz of the palest green now coating the black. In the soot and ash soil, tiny shoots breaking through and beginning to uncoil.

 

This is the new ME growing out of the remains of the old.

 

And that old ego turning back on itself and sniffing this new life and not recognizing it. “This is not Me!” it says. Self and Ego meet and do not recognize each other.  They circle warily. 

 

“Who are you?”

“I’m you. You’re me.”

“No you’re not. No, I’m not! I’m not like you at all!”

“You never wanted to be me?”

“I never knew it would happen. I thought it was just a fantasy. One I hated! One I wanted to get rid of – and yet couldn’t. It was like I needed to have you hiding away in me. That was important to me. But it was a…a thing I was ashamed of. I didn’t want it to be seen!”

“Well, here I am, and you and I are going on a journey together. We’ll get to know each other on the road.”

“A journey! I’ve always loved traveling. How did you know?”

“Ahh! I know a thing or two about you. Just follow me.”Fuseli.Awakening

 

 

WOMAN, SPEAK!

Posted in Creating New Worlds, New Corporate Worlds with tags , , on July 7, 2009 by josieemery

THE BITCH PITCH SISTERS…WOMAN, SPEAK!

How do we make people respond to our bidding? How do we sell the customer a product or get the investor to back our concept?

How do we make them listen and respond as we want?

Let’s hear how Samuel Coleridge told it back in 1798.

It is an ancient Mariner,

And he stoppeth one of three.

By thy long grey beard and glittering eye,

Now wherefore stopp’st thou me?

The bridegroom’s doors are opened wide,

And I am next of kin;

The guests are met, the feast is set:

Mayst hear the merry din.’

He holds him with his skinny hand,

“There was a ship,” quoth he.

Hold off! unhand me, grey-beard loon!’

Eftsoons his hand dropped he.

He holds him with his glittering eye –

The Wedding-Guest stood still,

And listens like a three years’ child:

The Mariner hath his will.

ST Coleridge, The Rime of the Ancient Mariner, 1798.

He only utters four words and the Wedding Guest is hooked.

“There was a ship…” Why is he hooked? Because the Mariner’s look and voice ring with authenticity. He has lived his story and the listener sees it and hears it.

For women, though, we live in a world where the male voice is the voice of authority – even of authenticity. From Maggie Thatcher to Julia Gillard what we hear is a conflicted voice trying to create for itself a self-conscious, ‘image’.

As  Dr Louise Mahler, puts it…

“Many of us are hindered by the psychic-vocal-prison of our culture, and further restricted by the solitary-vocal-confinement of our organizational and social contexts, in which vocal discovery is antithetical to dominant visual, patriarchal and linear thinking. This reinforces poor habitual patterns and works against coherence…” Ph D. abstract.

It was in working with Louise – and Speech Pathologist, Jocelyn Priestley – that I finally freed my true, inner voice: my female voice. I discovered that voice comes not just from the throat and tongue but from the whole body and mind together. We speak from our hips as much as from our lips!  Don’t believe me? Go Youtube Elvis.  In this clip Ann Margaret also shows how a woman can free her voice and her body.

Watch how Doris Day spreads her legs as she hits ‘Now I shout it from the highest hill!’ in ‘Secret Love’…standing, or on her horse. A human being is also a sexual being.

But as I worked with Louise in other settings I began to realise that once we had mastered Voice we needed something to say. A voice is not just breath, it is also words. Who writes our scripts for us? Are they written by men?

“Red River” is a great movie about the relationships between men. But when the unfortunate Coleen Grey or Joanne Dru have to speak their lines…they’re in trouble! Either breathing sweet, powerless sexiness or sounding out short, sharp, angry sentences before slapping Montgomery Clift’s face. Compare their lines with John Wayne’s homespun oratory. He doesn’t need to slap anyone around to get his way.

It’s time now for women to get out of the saloon and lead the cattle drive and we need to do it with the authority of our own, female voices. The way it sounds and the ideas it expresses need to be as one. Joan Crawford almost got it right in ‘Johnny Guitar’, but the male scriptwriter wouldn’t let her stand alone. There are two conflicts in this scene: Joan v. Sterling, and the scriptwriter’s need to hold her back and not let her power run its true course.

The way we express our ideas through how we marshal our words is the content shaped within the form of voice. It is the wine in the bottle of voice. It is the actress and the script.

Louise opened up my voice. But the marshaling of words is what I’d been doing for fifty years. Getting the right words in the right order to create the best effect. In short stories, journalism, novels, screenplays and – above all else – in ‘Pitches’. Those terrifying moments when we have five minutes in which to secure a big development deal…or fail. To get the cowgirls to commit to the drive, or go it alone…and be stampeded by the herd.

Seeing that – and knowing the synergy that flickered between us when we worked together -  I knew what Louise and I together could offer to other women.


Thus were born, THE BITCH PITCH SISTERS. Dr. Louise Mahler and Josephine Emery. Music and words. Form and content. The bottle and the wine. Our vision is to liberate women through mastery of The Pitch. Bring to us your unformed ideas, your new product and service descriptions, your interview rehearsal or your team focus speech – or just your own voice – and we will work with you to transform both it and you. Let the real you Speak!

We’re planning our Maiden seminar for November. If you’re a woman who wants to change her voice and her life then register your interest now. with Dr Louise Mahler or Josephine Emery.

Let’s go out with George Clooney’s Auntie Rosemary!


The Real Possibility of Joy Cover

Posted in Books, Creating New Worlds on June 13, 2009 by josieemery

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The Real Possibility of Joy Chapter 10

Posted in Books, Creating New Worlds on June 13, 2009 by josieemery

Failure, creation and the infinite I Am.

Posted in Creating New Worlds with tags , , , , , on May 29, 2009 by josieemery

I was having an argument with someone who’d accused me of being a ‘creativity conservative’ because I was not embracing various online tools that could ‘enhance’ one’s creativity and overcome the problem of lack of sensitivity to language that many who wish to be writers seem to display. Creativity and improvisation were also mentioned. As, too, was the act of group creativity within theatre and also in online communities.

Now, read on………….

If we’re letting the debate roll. I’d rather not split us into “creativity conservatives” and “creativity progressives”. I think that kind of labelling devalues people before they can say something.

And it’s a false dichotomy.

The act of group-creativity has been practised certainly within the Theatre field for some time now. Some of the best digital games writers I know came out of Children’s Theatre (eg, Simon Hopkinson – co-creator of Bananas in Pyjamas et al). Simon maintains that learning how to keep a bunch of pre-schoolers focused on a theatre work led him to discover the necessity of interactivity with that audience. From there it was a short leap to building interactivity into playstation games and online projects.

“Improvisation”? Well, there are 3 statements in my mind.

1.  Dave Brubeck.  “There are no wrong notes in jazz, their rightness is determined by what you play next…”

2&3 from Miles Davis.

To Herbie Hancock when Herbie couldn’t think of anything to play on the “Kind of Blue” session. “If you can’t think of anything, Herbie…don’t play anything.”

Hancock’s sparse playing is brilliantly apt. His use of silence gives me goose-bumps when I listen.

To John Coltrane on a later date, “John, you don’t HAVE to play every note you think of!”

Unfortunately (from my perspective) ‘Trane ignored that advice. But the brilliance of Miles’s work lies in his exact choice of which note to play, and at what moment.

In my main creative work as a writer (whether a screenplay or a book), editing is everything. “A bloody good story is what’s left when you leave out the bloody good bits!” Hemingway.

As I hope the above quotes suggest, the act of discernment – of critical thinking and critical judgement – is also essential in creative work.

What is a “creative act”? Presumably it’s an act that creates something recognisably new.

I tend to believe that “creativity” is by now hard-wired into our brains. We’re a species that survived by adapting constantly to changing environments. Something gave us the ability to respond to new stimuli with non-programmed responses.

So I don’t see how we can have “creativity conservatives”.

But I’m also aware that new means of expressing creativity constantly evolve through constant human playing with technology (from papyrus to paper, from ideogram to alphabet, from wood-block printing to moveable type to digital publishing.)

I am always conscious – as a writer – that my work exists within a field of interactions with other people, particularly when it comes to screenwriting. But even book-writing involves team-work & interactivity.

My concern is not to confuse playing with a new technology with necessarily creating something “creatively new”. But that act of play may give someone the skills to take the next step. The step that leads into themselves and then out the other side with something made new.

There is a felicitous phrase which I have always associated with the act of creation,

…a repetition in the finite mind of the eternal act of creation in the infinite I AM…

That phrase, of Samuel Taylor Coleridge, in Biographia Literaria, (circa 1817) also informs my favourite opening paragraph for a novel. The novel is John Cowper Powyrs’, A Glastonbury Romance.

At the striking of noon on a certain fifth of March, there occurred within a causal radius of Brandon railway station and yet beyond the deepest pools of emptiness between the uttermost stellar systems one of those infinitesimal ripples in the creative silence of the First Cause which always occur when an exceptional stir of heightened consciousness agitates any living organism in this astronomical universe. Something passed at that moment, a wave, a motion, a vibration, too tenuous to be called magnetic, too subliminal to be called spiritual, between the soul of a particular human being who was emerging from a third-class carriage of the twelve-nineteen train from London and the divine-diabolical soul of the First Cause of life. (First Published, 1933, republished by Picador in 1975.)

Back to Coleridge and the origins of this vertiginous paragraph.

The IMAGINATION then, I consider either as primary, or secondary. The primary IMAGINATION I hold to be the living Power and prime Agent of all human Perception, and as a repetition in the finite mind of the eternal act of creation in the infinite I AM. The secondary Imagination I consider as an echo of the former, co-existing with the conscious will, yet still as identical with the primary in the kind of its agency, and differing only in degree, and in the mode of operation. It dissolves, diffuses, dissipates, in order to recreate; or where this process is rendered impossible, yet still at all events it struggles to idealise and unify. It is essentially vital, even as all objects (as objects) are essentially fixed and dead.

FANCY, on the contrary, has no other counters to play with, but fixities and definites. The Fancy is indeed no other than a mode of Memory emancipated from the order of time and space; while it is blended with, and modified by that empirical phenomenon of the will, which we express by the word CHOICE. But equally with the ordinary memory the Fancy must receive all its materials ready made from the law of association.

Josephine’s gloss on the above.

There are 3 levels of “creativity” we can discover when we reflect.

The first, ”Fancy”, we encounter first. It is imitative. It feeds us images, sounds, ideas, phrases, movements (Depending upon which sense is preferred by our particular mind in its particular mode of creation.) I am a writer whose mind feeds her visual images associated with word clusters. You might be a dancer whose mind feeds her movements as responses. From his works (Kubla Kahn, The Ancient Mariner) I suspect Coleridge was like myself.

This is the level I must get beyond when I work. It feeds me other people’s words and images. I latch onto them and at first think they are original thoughts of mine. I have to let them go, for my own thoughts lie deeper than this surface dross. But these initial images may actually point me towards what lies deeper.

Which takes us to the Secondary Imagination. This is the level which most of us encounter in our creative work, most of the time.

It dissolves, diffuses, dissipates, in order to recreate…

My personal history picks up an echo of the Primary Imagination and feeds me images that reflect the deepest, primary moment, interpreted through what I know.

Paraphrasing Bertrand Russell on creativity. “I may dream of a winged horse, but only because I have both experienced what wings and horses are.” (See his, A History of Western Philosophy.)

This is the moment when we recognise our own particular voice in our own particular art.

But there are moments we experience when we strike something beyond our own Self. Something speaks through us and we do not recognise it. But once it has happened we hunger after it again and again.

I remember my father, once, in his 80s. I found him standing, smiling, stroking the pine Hutch (or Kitchen Dresser) he had once made me. (He was a gifted carpenter.)

“What are you doing, dad?” I asked.

He smiled sheepishly, like a little boy.

“I was standing here admiring this, and then I suddenly remembered who made it!” he said.

Sometimes we look back at our work and, for a moment, can’t see ourselves in it. That’s when we’ve broken through.

I do respond to that suggestion – the whisper – that there is something eternal which our minds are shivering towards in their quest of Becoming. Something we are trying to both recreate and co-create within the Creative Act.  It seems to me that we can paraphrase Coleridge.

From: a repetition in the finite mind of the eternal act of creation in the infinite I AM…

To: a repetition in the finite human mind of the first moment of the Big Bang, the moment when the universe ceased being potential and became actual.

The knowledge of that moment is buried deep within us, and within every other particulate moment of space/time within this universe.

Perhaps it is that hidden knowledge, that desire for reunion, which drives the need to create?

John2Josie: the road home

Posted in Creating New Worlds, Movies in development on February 12, 2009 by josieemery

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   ”A transgender person is someone who wakes up every morning and looks at their body and says, ‘Get me out of here’!” This is what it takes to do just that – to let the old self die and open to the new and unborn self.

 THE BODY SHIFTS BUT THE  GUITAR REMAINS THE SAME

Produced by Palmwood Pictures and J2J Productions.

 

SYNOPSIS

 

What happens when you wake up one morning and decide to tell everyone a secret you’ve been hiding for nearly 50 years.  It’s a truth that will turn your whole world upside-down.  Your relationship with everyone you know – your mother, your children, your siblings, your friends and your work colleagues – will never be the same. 

 

This is a film about an extraordinary woman who once was a man.  John 2 Josie tells the sometimes sad, sometimes painful but quite often uplifting story of a complex transgender journey, a “work-in-progress”. Told with often brutal honesty by both John and Josie (who, at times, interview each other), it’s ultimately an inspirational and universal ode to the struggle to be true to oneself.  And how one person can survive and transform their life against heavy odds.

 

The film is two-thirds shot with approximately 30 hours of material in the can.  Further shooting is planned as further funding becomes available.  Approx $80,000 is required in order to complete filming and all post-production work.  The film will then be entered into Film Festivals around the world, screened on various TV channels around the world and available for purchase on DVD.  

 

 

PALMWOOD PICTURES

www.palmwoodpictures.com 


 

PRODUCER/DIRECTOR – JAMES LINGWOOD

 

James Lingwood is a multi award-winning producer/director of international television commercials, documentaries and high concept promotional & corporate films.  Over the past 25 years, he has produced and directed over 100 hours of international film and television programs, among them the Australian children’s television series The Curiosity Show, awarded the Gold Medal for best children’s program at the prestigious Prix Jeunesse International in Munich and the highly acclaimed documentary series Voyage Of The Great Southern Ark.  James is a Member of the International Quorum of Motion Picture Producers, the Australian  Directors Guild and an Executive Member of the National Chinese Documentary Film Academy.  Last year James produced and directed the documentary, From The Dragon’s Mouth, which was broadcast by BBC World and is currently working on a series of international documentaries and feature films.

 

 

PRODUCER/EDITOR – MARK NORFOLK

 

After years of assisting on some of Australia’s finest feature films of the 70s (Tim Burstall’s Eliza Fraser, Richard Franklin’s Patrick and Fred Schepsi’s Chant of Jimmy Blacksmith), Mark moved to Hong Kong where he worked as an editor on feature films, cinema trailers, tv commercials and documentaries.  He has met and collaborated with some of the giants of Asian cinema, including Zhang Yimou.  Mark is currently working with James on a series of film projects including a feature documentary entitled ‘Father Joe & the Bangkok Slaughterhouse’.